Racing Soul...

Birthday...

2006-08-30T16:25:00.000+08:00

Hi Peeps... Time for an update... considering i have been on MC the past 2 days... for those that might ask "are you okay?", well... i'm much better now thanks...

Spent my birthday in the office OT until 10+ pm... *sigh*... oh well, it doesn't really matter that much, cos' i pretty much did the celebrating over the weekend... saturday with my beaver *smiles* ... and sunday with my family... nothing spectacular i know... but when you reach my age of 27 years... i guess it doesn't really matter anymore... oh yeah, had a birthday dinner treat from my colleague too, on that very day...

had been pretty mundane, so i wun bother to write much on that... spent the national day eve & national day playing mahjong... 3 + 3 rounds... *phew*... Caught a few movies... I would strongly recommend you peeps to watch "Click" & "The Breakup"... found these 2 to be rather entertaining... Oh yeah... i need help to fine tune this blog... any volunteers??? *smiles*

Bintan Getaway

2006-08-07T20:31:00.000+08:00

The long awaited update is here... it will be a pretty long entry, so be prepared yeah??? =) Sorry for the lack of updates peeps... i really meant to write as soon as i possibly can... but i guess returning back to work took me awhile to settle back down...

Had a 2 weeks break... was sorta forced to clear leave... but then again, i have loads of leave to clear... so it wasn't much of an issue there... a well deserved break i would say... cos' i didn't realise that i worked 8 mths straight without taking a single day of leave... It was good to leave work behind on the safe hands of my buddies... i would like to take the opportunity here to thank them for following up on my cases so concientiously...

Didn't manage to make any grand plans... but i knew i had to leave Singapore... thank god that 2 of my cousins were available, so we sorta like organised a short trip to bintan... just the 3 of us... and planning was done like in 2 days... and off we went on the 3rd day... it was actually my first time to Bintan... truly a place for relaxation i would say... the sun... the sand... and the sea... not to mention the lack of bikini babes... lol... afterall, i did go during off peak season...

Stayed at Nirwarna Resorts... not too shabby a place considering the price... They had a pretty nice pool... and i spent adequate time both at the sea as well as the pool... If you're looking at sea sports, this would be a haven for you... banana boat, jet sking, para gliding, snorkelling... the choices were endless... i did manage to try snorkelling for the first time... as my cousin and i were strong swimmers, we took the option of swimming out, instead of taking the boat and going on the tour for snorkelling. Although it was super tiring (we had to swim from shore all the way out before we could hit the corals), it was worth every bit, as we got to see the corals, the fishes, and the aquatic marine life that inhabitated the waters...

However, this is not a place if you guys are craving for nightlife... the area is as bad as any army camp in Singapore (lights out after 12 midnight)... all pubs closes at 12 midnight on weekdays... only 1 or 2 closes at 1 am max... Spend both nights at the KTV lounge... practically empty throughout... got to hold my personal concert there... singing about 20+ songs with the waitresses and my cousins as my audience... lol...

What i heard before i went for this trip is that food is expensive... i beg to differ... me and my cousins found some really nice food, and they ain't that expensive... but overall it was still pretty much okay... a place recommended for people in groups to go for the daytime activities... or couples going together for a quiet getaway...

Some hiccups here and there over at the course of my work, but i guess i'd get through it... many changes took place... and uncertainty looms ahead... even my manager managed to give me a shock by tendering her resignation... but i guess i'd just try and struggle through this period of time, before i plan on my next step to take... Luckily for me, im on pretty good terms with my new manager...

On a side note... did manage to catch 2 movies recently... Lakehouse - which was not as good as i thought it would be... and of course, The fast and the furious - Tokyo Drift. Definitely recommended for all car enthusiasts... and even if you're not one... still a show that is worth watching (as attested by my female colleagues)...

That's all for this post... Happy National Day in advance to all of ya!!! *smiles*

2 weddings & a throat infection...

2006-07-04T17:46:00.000+08:00

Hi folks... it's nearly 3 weeks since i've blogged... no excuses for that... simply because i have been busy... just as everyone else is... it's only that today i will have the time to blog cos' i'm down with a throat infection, and i will be on MC for 2 days... feeling abit groggy now due to the medication which i took earlier...

Prior to me falling sick, i have attended 2 weddings within the past 3 weeks... one for my ex colleague, & the other for my boss... both were held at country clubs... but surprisingly, it was not bad... in terms of the food... atmosphere... everything was nice... the brides look exceptionally pretty & the look of pure joy was just strewn all over their faces... like what jas commented the other time... burnt a hole in my wallet... lol... actually still ok lah...

Had a mahjong session somewhere in between the 2 weeks, but i can't remember the exact details... also... i watched a few shows... go watch superman!!! it's quite nice... i need ta go take a nap now cos' the medication is too strong... so i'd go detail into that another time...

to be continued...

Mahjong + Movie Mania...

2006-06-11T22:03:00.000+08:00

Got what i asked for in my previous post... one heavy dose of mahjong... Encountered the worst of all working days on Friday... Just when i thought things could not get any worse, it proved me wrong... it could and it did. Nevertheless, i still managed to stay in one piece and resolved all the issues... Not really looking forward to tomorrow at work though...

Anyway, the terrible first half of Friday ended on a bad note... but the later half was much better. Went to my granny's and met up with my cousins... and we proceeded to play mahjong at 9+ pm and played all the way till 5+ am... 8 pure hours of solid mahjong... what can i say... i'm one satisfied man... ^^

Caught 2 shows over the weekend... Watched The Omen on saturday... overall it's still OK only... didn't like the ending at all... the lead actor should've just killed the boy WITHOUT saying prayers... Comeon... he's the devil's child for christs sake! If someone came along and caused the death of my wife & unborn child... i wont even care if it is a baby. It will be dead. Period.

Nevertheless, some of the scenes were "a little" scary. So it is still a watchable movie, if you're looking for a little scare... If not, i would rather recommend watching Over The Hedge... light hearted & funny to the max... Today i just caught Slither... As expected, it was gross to the max... but overall filled with suspenses & excitement every now and there... storyline is abit cliched... but overall still watchable...

These are my last updates before this weekend is over... Shall stop here now before i turn into a mad movie critic... cheers~!

Building Emotional Engagement...

2006-06-08T23:05:00.000+08:00

That above, is the title of the two days course that i went for during the past 2 days... The course was held at OCBC Tampines branch building... pretty nice environment except that the air-conditioning seems to be free (it was absolutely freezing inside)...

The course was alright... supposed to help you in your personal life as well as work. Personally, i think that i engage people emotionally pretty much alright... certain people that i would never have expected to open up to me did so... because they claim that i appear to be someone that they could trust? Well, i believe my friends would be the best judge of that... Hey, but the course was overall good... certain techniques and concepts they have taught are actually useful in a way... i kept an open mind to this, and overall i think i benefited from it...

Have been busy the past 2 weeks, which explains the delay in blogging. Needless to say, it's basically about work. Went for a mentorship workshop just last week... supposed to train me to be a better "mentor", so that i can "teach" others better... Recent bursts of courses/training makes my worklife less routine i guess... which is good... so i ain't complaining... certain days were more stressful than others... but it's over... so i won't dwell on that...

Aside from work... Alice came over my house some time last week, together with my god daughter Rei... My dad & mum took care of baby Rei (which they were happily entertained by & vice versa) while i helped Alice with her school work... seems more like i was the one studying cos she just kept losing concentration... which was quite expected la... lol... managed to get things done... vetted one of her campaigns project... thinking up GOOD slogans for her... sudden flashes of the feeling of last time when i was still schooling crept into my mind... but it was dismissed as soon as it appeared...

Apart from that, i did go out with Serene for desert last Wednesday... she has been doing massive retail therapy recently... happened to be that we were both off, and kinda last minute... She did her shopping in the afternoon and i picked her up from Bishan MRT. Accompanied her to have prata for dinner & after that I brought her to Icekimo for the wonderful waffle + ice cream, which of course was nice... and thus ended the day with a good conversation, and a good dessert... ^^

I'm craving for mahjong... anyone???

Jerry's Birthday

2006-05-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

Hi peepz... im back... 2 weeks exactly...

Just wanna say a big THANK YOU, to all those that has given me support in one way or another, through your smses/calls... It has been a gruelling period for me, and i almost lost myself at one point of time...but i managed to get through that stage... so here i am ^^

Was out celebrating Jerry's birthday on Sunday, 21st May. Me, Shander, Chloe, Jas (& her bf), as well as Jerry & his gf (she was a birthday surprise ^^)... we were at elite pub by 3pm... Jerry opened a bottle of Chivas, and that marked one of the few times that i actually started drinking in the afternoon... Shander & I made a promise to Jerry before that we will be celebrating his birthday for him... and we kept that promise... which was worthwhile, seeing the look of joy & happiness on his face... In short, all of us had fun, as we reminisced about the past and caught up with each other's lives...

I'm not really geared up for writing lengthy paras yet... so i'm gonna stop here for now... Will update soon enough...

Lost & Abandoned...

2006-05-10T01:02:00.000+08:00

That is what i am feeling right now. Today was a day i so looked forward to... There were 2 reasons why. And the very same day today i lost those 2 reasons...

I will not be blogging here for at least the next 2 weeks. To those who view this blog, i'm sorry. I'm really not functioning very properly right now.

Alice, i know you'd be the first to buzz me on my hp upon reading this blog. I will just tell you the same thing. I'm fine, don't worry about me. Just hoping that you won't need me to worry about you this period of time *weak grin*

That's all folks.... *poof*

Waiting...

2006-05-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

I waited for nearly 3 hours... for a conversation that didn't even last 2 minutes... I don't think i'm being unreasonable here... a 1/2 hour wait after 10 pm was extended to 1 hr 45 minutes... I know you need to complete everything for tomorrow, but have you actually paused and thought about the someone that has been waiting for you like a fool? Enough said....

Labour Day...

2006-05-02T01:44:00.000+08:00

... was yesterday... and i still had to go work... but it's worth it... quiet & peaceful in the office... and im off for the next 2 days =)

Spent almost the entire day at work with Serene today... come to think of it... i have never actually written anything about her in my blog. For you peeps that don't know who Serene is, she's actually my colleague at my workplace. It's actually kinda amazing that we're actually in a way quite close now... considering how we had actually started off... this would bring us back to the past...

when we first knew each other, we would always bicker and banter... arguing over silly little things... no offence taken of course... it was all in good faith & jest... alot of our colleagues actually thought we liked each other... but she's not really my type, and neither am i her type... which brings us to the current status of our relationship now, quoted from her very own words today; "you're my best buddy at our workplace"

Our relationship status evolved over time: from enemies to stranger *lol*, stranger to acquaintance, acquaintance to colleagues (somehow this should have been the start, but... oh well), colleagues to friends, friends to buddy (that's when she started opening up to me and telling me stuff), and finally... from buddy to best buddy at workplace ^^

Quite a long chain i would say, and this progress took 6 months... but i guess it is really after time & experiences shared that brings people closer... Her impression of me has changed 720 degrees... cos' her initial perceptions of me were simply based on my "bad boy image" that i had supposedly projected... as for her perceptions of me now, just read my friendster testimonial and you'd get the gist of it... hey... afterall i'm the second person that she has written a testimonial for (her sis is the first)... and according to her, i should be honoured (although i reallly seriously think otherwise... hahaha...)

What can i say about Serene? Well, she's really a fantastic colleague to have... time passes by real fast at work as she's really a chatterbox (although she speaks crap most of the time)... still a lil' girl at heart even though her previous work experience has made her mature alot in her thinking... straightforward in her words & actions (which i think it's a good point, but she can learn to be more tactful at times)... We can talk about anything under the sun, be it work related or personal matters... really alot of things to write out, but i'd just give a conclusion - in short, i'm glad that i got her for a colleague...

And yes Serene, you're my best buddy at work too... Remember our goals set for the next 3 yrs... we're both gonna work towards that, and nothing will stop us!!! You commented today that my blog won't get much viewership... well, i do not write in hope to get alot of people to view my blog... this is a place where i pen down my thoughts, and aside from random passerbys, only people that are close to me would actually know about this blog, cos' i don't broadcast this... not even on my friendster profile... knowing you, you'd probably say since i wrote about you this time, alot of people would come and read my blog... well... erm... even if that happens it's also due to my superb writing skills ba... *evil laughter*

This post should feed my viewers well for the time being... shall stop here and call it a night as i'm rather tired... will be popping off to dreamland now... night peeps... may the sweetest of angels watch over ya' all~!

Just to drop a short note

2006-04-25T01:25:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps... decided to drop a short note here as i am rather tired and i would be popping off to dreamland soon...

First, to my beautiful beaver... im glad we had that talk earlier... like i said, different people have different opinions... we both voiced out our opinions, worked on our issues, and forge a stronger bond... that's the meaning behind every arguement... it takes 2 hands to clap, and we will both put in the extra effort to make everything work out yeah??? Absolutely loveya! *muacks*

Secondly, to my dear alice... sorry i didn't really reply back your sms for the coffee invitation... i worked late today + really felt very tired... thanks for your thoughtful smses... you are really one special person in my life who truly cares for me... I promise you that we'll go for coffee soon yeah??? Or maybe a mahjong session might tempt you??? *grins*... on a side note... i just lost $22 yesterday from a mahjong session with my colleague... wasn't in the mood to play ba cos' an unfortunate incident happened just before i reached my colleague's place... so when are we gonna play again??? ... by the way, i still owe you a treat... i remember that okay... lemme know when you want to claim it ba...

Thirdly, to bebe... you should just get yourself a b*tch and fuck her... you horny lil' thing... lol... i still lub u yeah???... lol...

Lastly, to all the peeps who claims to be reading my blog but i seriously doubt it *aside from passerbys*... you are being thought of every now and then... im sure we'd be able to meet up soon... hope everything is going fine for all of you...

Gdnitez all... zzzzzz...

Soul Searching...

2006-04-21T20:52:00.000+08:00

Did abit of soul searching today... i guess everyone at some point of time in life would do so...

I started asking myself what kind of person am i? With regards to work, i am serious and meticulous, hence my performance is good and i seldom make mistakes. With regards to friends, i am loyal, and i try my best to help my friends within my limits. Probably explains why i have many friends... even my colleagues have given me pretty good reviews...

How about in a relationship? When i am not attached, i am a pretty independant soul... i have plenty of friends to go out with and activities to do. When i am attached, the prefix "in" dissapears... i am pretty much dependant on my other half, not with regards to financial issues... but rather more of the emotional side. When i am attached, i will give it all i've got... for my other half...

With regards to expectations... i don't know if i'm too demanding... i am a person that needs alot of attention. If i do not get enough of that from my other half... it results in things happening... i start to feel unimportant... and results in me feeling distressed & depressed... in the long run... this will result in me losing alot of faith... is it that difficult to just place more emphasis on me? I know that the world does not revolve around me... but can't i just get that extra lil' bit of attention???

In the last post, i mentioned that im tired... i feel that it is getting worse... i guess it's only a matter of time before i just break down totally... just a little more...

Just tired...

2006-04-14T02:19:00.000+08:00

Thursday was bad... don't even start by asking why... basically everything was bad, frm the start till now.

It is 2.19 am write now as i am writing this. Have been awake for 20 hours. One word can summarize how i am feeling now. Tired. Just tired...

Sometimes, i feel that no matter what i do, it is never good enough. History has it's own way of repeating itself. Quite some time back, there was once i actually wrote that i am really tired, i just don't want to continue moving forward. I will just st there and wait...

Can i??? Oh well...another sleepless night....

Lazy Wednesday

2006-04-12T10:50:00.000+08:00

*yawn*... just dragged my lazy arse up from bed... did not have a very good sleep... neck seems to be hurting pretty often... resulting in those dreaded tension headaches...

Haven't been posting in awhile... Work keeps me rather occupied... plus my tag boards doesn't move at all... strange how everybody claims to be reading my blog, but yet when i don't blog nobody shouts at my tag boards either... it's been more than a month...

Gonna focus more on my career now... things are going pretty good at the moment for me, so i'm just gonna place more emphasis on it... not in the mood to update about my life now... if you're close to me, you would know about it by asking me via other means of communication (hp/email/etc...). If you're not, then guess you just have ta wait a little while...

Just an additional paragraph... went for Janson's housewarming last saturday... really nicely done up... the decor & everything... Pity i did not take any pics, if not i wld've posted there... managed to catch up with some old blading friends... was pretty alright, despite a bad morning at work that day...

Tata peeps~

Normal Post

2006-03-02T02:54:00.000+08:00

This will be a very normal post... had a normal day, woke up the normal way, had a normal lunch, work was normal... nothing really unusual, had a normal dinner, ended my night normally with a phonecall with my dearie... took a normal bath, blogged here as i normally would for the past few days...

Sounds boring? Well... it does seem kinda routine, but i guess it beats yesterday... I love normal... normal is good in a way... my day was kinda normal-good rather than normal-bad... finished quite alot of outstanding issues for work today, although i still had to stay back a little while to finish up things... at least i can go to work tomorrow with a more relaxed mind...

So if your day went by normally, don't complain. At least it wasn't bad... i'm goin' off to have my normal sleep now... Night peepz... ^^

Terrible Tuesday

2006-03-01T00:38:00.000+08:00

You know those type of blogs whereby the blogger just craps about his whole day? Well, this will be one of em'... Didn't think that i would actually blog today though... All i wanted was my day to just pass by peacefully... Guess this is beginning to be a daily routine...

Had an extremely long day at work today... Usually i would leave on the dot... but i had too many stuff that i needed to clear, so i had to OT & stay back... today is the longest i had to stay behind, as compared to previous times when i had to OT... Shall not bore everyone with the details here... In short, it wasn't exactly a smooth day at work as i thought it'd be... Murphy's law i guess... things that you do not expect to go wrong, will go wrong... shall learn not to anticipate too much especially when it comes to work...

After a long and hard day at work, All i wanted to do was to end my day on a positive note on a phone conversation with my dear, and after that just take a nice shower before i proceed to bed to conclude my day. I got none of the above... Somehow, my dear was in a bad mood... which i have no idea the reason why... i had tried to ask for the reason but she also doesn't know. PMS maybe? i don't know... one of god's lousiest ideas was to implement PMS for girls... he did not take into consideration that guys are at the receiving end here... Somehow halfway through the conversation, she lost her temper at me over something trivial... shouted and me, and basically ended the conversation with a "bye!', followed by the tone of a dropped line...i held on to my handphone listening to that tone like an idiot for another 15 seconds, still in shock on why my dear just hung up on me like that. It hurts... the very familliar feeling of a heartache filled my very soul as i recalled the words that she shouted at me... i was very sad & very very dissapointed... tears welled up in my eyes as i struggled real hard to prevent them from falling... afterall, i was still on the bus on my way back home...

After a few exchanges of smses, she called me back and apologised... this time she was more calm and not as agitated as before... but still not in a talking mood i guess... the conversation ended short, this time included a "love you" before "bye". Still short of a kiss... but i guess i can't complain...

Haven't even showered yet... this is a hungry, tired, dirty, sad & dissapointed me... ending this blog... hope you peeps had a much better tuesday than i did...

I am tired... really tired...

~Merlion Night~

2006-02-28T01:03:00.000+08:00

Nicely taken pic with the merlion spitting into my ear in the background... *laughs*

Met up with my dear on Sunday night... took her for a nice dinner/supper at Jalan Kayu, where we had murtabak (i swear to god they put onions in them like they're free) & some other food... got ourselves pretty stuffed up... decided to go somewhere for a walk to get rid of the stuff that we just ate...

Drove my dear to meet the Merlion, as can be seen in the pic above... we took a stroll around the area... then i decided to bring my dear down to the steps there to play with the water... rolled up our jeans, took off our sandals/slippers, and headed down towards the steps that were wet with shallow water... walked around abit, feeling the cold water against our feet... occasionally a boat would pass by causing the waves to splash up... getting our jeans abit wet even though it's folded... held on tight to her hands and we waddled around... it was fun & romantic... and we made every single moment last...

Had a haircut today... guess my dear really couldn't stand my hair being long... wanted to go the the hairdresser that i went to the previous month, but he wasn't ard... decided to try my luck at this new salon called "kawaii kutz"... the hairdresser was friendly, but i wasn't too sure about his skill though... Dear said that it was okay... but i personally found it rather lousy... Oh well... hair grows out i guess... especially when mine grows out real fast... will try out the hairdresser at Cineleisure for my next haircut... acclaimed by dearie to be the best...

After the haircut, dear was feeling pretty hungry... and she wanted to eat the meatballs at IKEA (supposedly to be very nice)... had some sliced beef & 4 cups of coffee (which probably explains why i'm still quite awake)... dear had her meatballs and was satisfied... walked ard and saw some really cool furniture... shall bear in mind to shop at IKEA when i have my own home next time... went over to anchor point for some haiggen dass ice-cream (really sinful to the max)... dear wanted to shop for some home stuff & groceries, so we proceeded to NTUC (pronounced as NETUCK *lol*)... my mum wanted to get some stuff as well, so we went back home and brought her along... ended up i had to carry lots of stuff, but it was good i guess, toned up my arm muscles & walked away part of the sinful stuff we ate earlier...

Overall, it was a nice day, really enjoyable and homely... *smiles*... off to street 71 now... zzzzzz

Sweet November...

2006-02-26T00:47:00.000+08:00

Yeah... i know it's February... going on to march soon... and NO... i did NOT write a wrong title for this blog... Just watched the show on TV with this title, Sweet November, by Keanu Reaves & Charlize Theron...

The show talks about this girl Sarah (Charlize Theron) who's suffering from some kind of terminal disease which is like cancer. She leads this very unconventional life because she believes in living life to the max (which i agree). She stopped treatment a year ago and carried on to lead the life she wanted. She gets attached once a month, whereby she dumps the guy after one month, choosing only to leave good memories behind...

Until comes november when she meets Keanu Reaves... and this time round she really falls for him... and so did he... and he actually proposed to her... willing to give up everything... but she said no... still he didn't give up and tried his best to get her to accept him... even after finding out she was dying... But the girl still chose to leave after that november, and retain the good memories that they had...

Didn't like the ending at all... Maybe i'm a selfish person... If i were her... i'd want to spend the rest of my life (whatever's left of it) with the person i love most in my life... of course, after i die i would want you to carry on with your life and live the max out of it... but in my dying moments... i would wish for no other than the person i love most, to be by my side... But aside from that, the show was overall very touching... passion, love, sadness, friendship, etc... the show was overrun with emotions... not to the extent that it made me cry or tear... but got me thinking about many things... many many things...

I miss you... even though i know this coming monday we're gonna spend it together... or maybe even tomorrow night, i still can't bring forward and anticipate the happiness. At this very moment now, i know how lonley i feel, and i wish so very badly that you were just by my side...

This is a very irrational, emotional me right now, signing off... gd night peeps... may this saturday night be a much better night for all of you reading my blog...

Baby Piglet

2006-02-24T01:48:00.000+08:00

Ta Da~! There ya go... the long awaited picture of Baby Piglet... =)

Isn't he the most adorable lil' thingie??? The moment i have set my eyes on him, i knew i had to buy it for my darling... he has sucessfully climbed to the top of the list for my dear's favourite huggies... So jealous of him... at least he gets to be hugged by her every night... =\

On a side note, all the unhappiness earlier was attributed to PMS... i'm sincerely looking forward to a brighter day tomorrow... and yes dear... i'd see you at "street 71"... everybody reading this post must be going,"what the hell is street 71???"... well, let this be a little secret between the beaver and the lion...

Will go catch some winks now... zzzzzz~

Bad Day...

2006-02-23T20:57:00.000+08:00

Seems to be that i am updating quite frequently nowadays... so nobody's gonna complain about me not updating my blog yeah???

In any case... today has been a pretty bad day... Woke up from a double nightmare... meaning i had 2 nightmares in a row... so i didn't really have a good sleep in that sense... which probably caused me to be having an intermittent headache for the entire day... Even as i am writing my blog now, my head feels kinda funny...

Gave a call to my darling just before i left for work... she's on off today... but she had no time to talk to me as she had to help her mum do some stuff... after that she managed to call me just before my work started... and we chatted for awhile... The next call i gave her was during my dinner time... she seemed to be okay for the first call, but when i finished my dinner and gave her another call, she seemed to be very unhappy. I kept asking her if there was anything wrong, but she just said no... doesn't seem to be so cos' awhile ago when i talked to her she seemed fine... but now she sounds so unhappy & sad... nothing much i could do here... my mood was also affected by this for practically the whole night... well, the only redeeming factor here is that i will finish work in about 45 minutes time...

On a side note... yesterday night was spent rather well... i was actually on off... spent pretty much of the afternoon sleeping. During evening time, i accompanied Alice to pick up my god daughter from the infant care centre... I managed to give Alice the present that i bought... hehehe... which she absolutely loves it! Right Alice??? =)

Later part of the evening, i went to pick up my dear from work... cos she is working late today... and i just couldn't bear to let her go home alone... picked her up and brought her to geylang to have some supper before we proceeded home. Even though it was only for about an hour or so, i was really happy to see her, and so was she... i really love her alot... and i will make sure that she is the happiest woman in this world, anything that is within my means i would do so for her...

I have the baby piglet's picture already... just don't have the time to upload it into my comp... will do so soon yeah... Will stop here now... really don't feel like writing any more... hope my mood picks up later... tata~

Tiring Day...

2006-02-22T01:15:00.000+08:00

Today was a pretty tiring day... came back home from work late... but overall the day was still passable... just another day at work... nothing really outstanding......

The weekend that just passed wasn't that good... Saturday went by fine... caught the movie "in her shoes". What i thought would be a pretty crappy show turned out pretty okay...

Sunday was bad... practically felt unhappy for more than 3/4 of the day... it already started off bad in the morning... other people's opinion does not really affect me that much, but opinions from her really mean alot to me... of course, there is nothing wrong with her giving her own opinion, but it's was abit direct which felt abit hurtful... It's just like girls asking their boyfriends if they are fat, and if the guy just answers yes, i believe it would kinda hurt the girl quite alot...

I was never a good teacher... don't think i'm cut out to be one... People whom i have taught things to before feels that i am rather fierce... but it's not like i'm purposely picking on that person or something. It's just my style... However, this has caused some mistunderstandings...

Later in the evening was the worst part of the day... felt very abandoned, lonley, and lost. Got to see a side of dearie which was rather scary... The beaver just left the poor lion behind and abandoned him... and the lion became very sad and dissapointed... Eventually things ended on a positive not though, so i shall not elaborate more. The good lion really loves the beautiful beaver alot... just hoping that the beaver will cherish the lion and love him more and more as the days progresses...

The beaver made up to the lion the following day. She bought durian puffs & cakes (those really exotic ones with 99% durian in it) and surprised the lion by popping by the house without prior warning. The lion shared part of it with the beaver as lunch... and the rest were for the family... whereby the lion's bro commented that it was a "ren jian ji ping" (exotic dish)... the mistress had actually mentioned it to the beaver before about these durian items from emicakes... but it was just a casual comment + half joke... didn't really expect the beaver to remember though... but it was a nice surprise...

The rest of the day followed by a long drive to the west area, as the beaver had to fix her lcd monitor... Turned out to be a pretty wasted trip, as the person said it wld take up to $600 to repair... that is enough to buy 2 sets... so not logical to repair... Proceeded to Jurong Point, since the beaver and lion were already at the western side of Singapore... Did abit of shopping whereby the beaver purchased a nice looking top. This was followed by watching a movie (the fog) which turned out to be pretty scary for the beaver...

Dinner was done at Tiong Bahru Plaza whereby the cravings for both the lion & the beaver were satisfied... They had sushi for dinner... walked around the area after that and chanced upon this really cute baby piglet bloster, whereby the lion bought it for the beaver immediately... will post the pic in if possible in the next blog... the lion later also found this item and bought it for the mistress as a surprise... =)

That's it for now... will update again soon =)

Love is in the air~!

2006-02-16T18:33:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps~!~!~!

Last blog i did was during CNY period... guess i'm back to my ususal 2 weeks blog once timing... well fact is i have really been busy with work... so to all those that do visit my site... i'm sorry... i will update as often as i can okay??? but no promises... hehehe...

Valentines Day was just over... Had an advanced celebration with my dearie... bought her nice flowers, nice card, had a nice dinner at a nice beach, along with a nice stroll... hehehe... everything was nice... this is the first valentines day we are spending together... and i really look forward to many many more to come... As everyday passes by i seem to love her more & more...

Uploaded quite a number of pics in my friendster... if any of you peeps are interested you can just follow this link:

http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=2585339

Slight changes done to my webbie... & my visitor counter is spoilt... oh well... gotta have dinner now... so that's it for now... Happy Belated V'day everyone~!~!~!

CNY blog

2006-01-28T20:58:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps... decided to pen down a little something for CNY... yep... that's right... Chinese New Year is here again... Time seems to just zip by once you get old... It seems like just awhile ago when we last celebrated CNY...

At my grandma's house actually... Still waiting for some of my cousins to come... Every year it will be the same always be the banker...routine... Round 1 of reunion dinner at my house first, then Round 2 at my grandma's house... Then we will play black jack, where i will

This time round i'm sick.... seems that alot of people are falling sick... I probably caught the bug from my dear... Thought that i would be strong... but i guess the stress from my work is taking its toll on me...

Anyway tried to sleep as much as i could, and took medicine like mad... Now i'm about 70% recovered... just hope i'd be fine and dandy tomorrow... Darling seems fine already... i'm glad for that...

Saw my tag earlier... Thx jasmine... it's nice to know someone still reads my blog... and my darling... of course there will be more about you in my blogs... I'm like so into you can???... you should know that better than anyone else... *muacks*...

Will stop now... All my cousies are here... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEEPS!!!

First blog of 2006

2006-01-12T17:06:00.000+08:00

Ok ok ... i know it's been awhile since i updated this blog... ok ok ... it's been a LONG while... abt a mth or so... but then again, not many ppl come here i guess...

2005 wasn't exactly the best year for me... seems that it wasn't really good for alot of ppl... had my fair share of ups and downs... more downs actually... but there's always a silver lining in the dark clouds... and my silver lining came at the last 2 months of 2005... new job & new gf... seems like a good prelude to 2006...

Spent christmas for 2005 at home... cooked a sumptuous western meal for my darling... steak, fries, nuggets, mushroom soup... she loved it... and says that i look especially sexy when i'm doing the cookin'... and she took so many photographs of the whole process, and even a video... i looked so oily and dirty... lol...

New year's countdown was at the pub which shander was working at... didn't have much of a choice since my niece had to work... so the group of us went down there to celebrate with her instead... i took the opportunity to surprise my friends... turned out that they were more shocked then surprised... small mistunderstandings took place... but it was all sorted out in the end ...

Eversince alice gave birth... mahjong was like a thing of the past... me, simon, justin... we would always gather at alice's place for our weekly/fortnightly mahjong sessions... well, we finally got to satisfy our mahjong cravings... just played at alice's house on monday night... ended up the three of us donated milk powder money for baby rei... ooh... my god dotter is absolutely lovely... she's got the most gorgeous pair of eyes.... gotta love her ....

Work is stressful... can't really afford to make any mistakes... and every action that you take is being closely monitored... on top of that you gotta deal with the really unfriendly ppl from other departments... but other than that everything is relatively fine... just gotta tough it out awhile more... it's not easy getting an entry into the bank... so i gotta cherish the opportunity...

My girl's grandma just passed away... quite sad cos on tuesday night, i was just telling her that i will go with her on thursday to the hospital to visit her grandma, and the next day wednesday afternoon, i rcved her sms telling me her grandma couldn't wait and left first... nevertheless... i went for the funeral yesterday night... My darling seems to be quite okay though... so nothing worrying....

Thats it for now... will update again in time...

Arrival of Alice Junior ~!~!~!

2005-12-01T23:05:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps...

Just came back from visiting Alice... seeing that she's fine makes me feel relieved somehow... i was thinking how she would be after she gave birth.... kinda worried about her thinking too much and all... brought almost my entire family to visit her and the baby earlier ('xcept my dad)... well, i had a short but nice chat with her, and i'm pretty sure she's alright... and even if she's not, i will be there for her whenever she needs me...

Yup... alice junior has arrived... her birthday is on 25th november... nice date... and her "man yue" will be on christmas day itself! She's absolutely adorable... and although we all know that all babies are cute, but she's exceptional... cos' she's MY god daughter... that's why... hahaha... only me and simon will be her god daddy... so simon will take care of teaching her how to drink... and when we're both 40+ years old, we'd be bringing her along to chiong with us!!! That totally rocks... lol...

On a side note... everything with my work is fine and all... i have very nice colleagues, as mentioned in my previous posts... but as each day passes, the stress level is increasing... and everyone is kinda affected... but everyone is keeping up the best they can, and so am i... i am actually quite tired... for the past 2 days... i have been leaving the office at 8+ onwards... pretty tiring and stressful... i haven't really been online much... not to mention logging into msn or other stuff...

Something interesting today... went for medical board for my pes status review... the MO commented that i look 'fit'... lol... and added that i do not look overweight at all.... well, he said that because i told him i seldom excercise (because of injury)... but hey, the fact is i'm NOT overweight okay? i'm 1.79m tall, 72 kg... go calculate my BMI and you'd know... he told me to excercise to keep myself in this good shape... i guess some peeps reading this must be laughing their asses off now, so i shall stop here... will try and update again this weekend if possible... cheerios~!

Mustafa midnight shopping~!

2005-11-20T04:56:00.000+08:00

It's been more than 2 weeks since i last blogged... the last time i blogged was just a few days before i started work... Time flies very fast...

Work is pretty good... feels more like going back to school than working though... cos' i'm undergoing training now, and i have to learn about the banking products, procedures and systems... the notes that i received are far much thicker than any of my university subject modules... i have very nice colleagues... total ten of us... all of them are very spontaneous and outgoing... which makes the whole environment so relaxed... except when it comes to tests... which made everyone so stressed up... for myself, i did study enough to get myself a 92%, which was a pretty decent score i guess... there's another one coming up this coming tuesday... hope i'd do fine for that...

Just came back home... today was a pretty lazy saturday... jerry, shander, jasmine and chloe came over to my house to watch dvds... didn't realise my dad had such a huge collection... we caught 2 korean movies... the first which was "innocent steps". At first, i thought it would be a crappy show... but it turned out to be a very romantic movie... and the way the actors danced were so graceful... makes me wanna dance like them too... but i guess i won't be able to do so... the other show was a comedy... which was quite crappy... but it was light hearted and made everyone laugh... After the show, we went to eat "curry rice" at kitchner road for supper, whereby after that we proceeded to mustafa to walk around... i bought this really cool item... it is a water cushion, which is very cold.... used it as i drove to send them back... kept my butt cool throughout the whole journey... i may not be putting it in the car though... gonna try out later and see if it's good for my bed... peepz, i highly recommend buying this item... it's cheap (only ten bucks) and it is really comfortable... hehehe...

Alright... i think i'd go catch some sleep now... not really finished blogging though... but i guess i'd continue later.... zzzzzz......

Pain Again...

2005-11-04T13:37:00.000+08:00

Referring to my heart... that familliar feeling... this happens only when she tries to contact me... why??? haven't we agreed to go our seperate ways? haven't you said yourself that you no longer want to be with me??? Then why do you still keep contacting me??? haven't we agreed not to contact each other anymore? why do you still ask me if i have a girlfriend??? Why do you still tell me you are single??? Why do you still think of me now and then??? Why did you sms me to tell me you had high fever???

Niece took away my phone... told me not to sms her back... i couldn't... she has hit my soft spot...

the first sms she sent was "i'm not feeling well"...

i couldn't resist and i replied "what happened? are you ok?"...

her next reply that followed was "I got fever... Do you have a new gf?" ...

i replied "have you seen a doctor? and no... i do not have a gf"...

she replied..."no... but i took my temperature... Its 38.9... i feel horrible... are you outside?" ...

i replied... "can you please take some panadol and go rest??? yes i am outside... do you need me to bring you see doctor or something?"

she replied... "No... and i'm still single... Its ok... I'm in bed already... Going to rest now..."

I don't understand what she is trying to do... If she's sick, why does she still ask if i have gf or not? why does she bother to tell me that she is still single??? these 2 things are not related right??? It's been half a year since we broke up... i wanna move on... but my past just keeps catching up with me and haunting me...

To Jerry & Shander:

Lets cherish these remaining 3 days and enjoy ourselves to the max... and always remember... these won't be the only memories that we will make... we will have to make more and more memories in the future... as long as we put our heart to it, we can make this friendship last... xiang xing jiu hui tian chang di jiu... bu xiang xing jiu bu hui tian chang di jiu... suo yi wo men yi ding yao xiang xing wo men zhi jian de you qing! Zhen jing shi bu pa lie huo de...

New job... new beginning...

2005-10-28T14:30:00.000+08:00

Hi peepz.... how have you all been...??? ^^

Sorry i haven't been updating much... Guess i have really been busy... but then again if you ask me... i really don't know what i have been busy with... lol... yesterday i was down with flu... and i felt really sick... luckily after a good rest i feel much better now...

Went to my new workplace earlier to sign a contract with OCBC... i will be working in the OCBC main building in Shenton Way... Looks like i'm destined to work around shenton way, cos my previous job was there too... glad i left my previous workplace, cos i was overworked, underpaid, and worse of all unappreciated... don't wanna bring in further details about that... in short, im glad i left that place... OCBC is paying me pretty well, plus the wonderful fringe benefits (21 days annual leave + dental/medical/hospitalisation + allowances... etc...), and upon completion i can get about 2 months bonus... woot~!

In life there exists many types of people... in particular, there is one type of person that lies thru their life... once they start lying, they create another lie to cover up the first one... and it continues until a whole web of lies are spun...to anyone & anywhere... i had the opportunity to encounter this particular type of person some time back... and instead of exposing the person and totally ruining her life, i decided to follow the example of our almighty lord and just let things be so (meaning fuck it!)... i have been happily carrying on with my life... but i guess some people just can't let go and tries ways and means to butt into my life... together with an idiot that fell for her lies, hook line and sinker...

You see... i am a type of person that if you're nice to me, i'd treat you 10 times nicer... but if you're mean to me or try to step on my tail, im not just gonna sit around and do nothing about it...

continuing from the above story... a mini war was waged in the forums of WLNY... much to my entertainment cos' i found it rather amusing... in short, the girl finds out that i have a girlfriend and started posting funny comments (with a tint of jealousy), boyfriend of hers wasn't happy and tries to be funny by posting remarks directed at me... and my reaction? Simply telling the truth... Conclusion? The guy did not rebutt my last post, and they removed their names again from the outing list...

i pity the guy actually, and i do not blame him for getting angry and all, simply because he's just too clouded by the web of lies that the girl has spun... this wasn't the first time that they removed their names from outings where my name is there... afraid to see me??? or afraid that the lies would be exposed??? It's actually a wise choice that you avoid me... and since chances are pretty high that you'd see this blog, the next paragraph is for you:

Butt off my life and DO NOT come near it... cos' if you do, i'm not sure if you'd be able to handle the aftermath that comes... Enjoy whatever's left of your pathetic life while you still can... and since it is already so screwed up, so please do not worsen it by trying me...

Aside from the above episode... i have been blading very much recently... overall balance has improved tremendously, and i have perfected my t-brakes to conquer any slopes that comes in my way... all this came with the expense of injuring my left wrist several times, because i use it to break my fall... before the injury completly heals, i would injure it again... it still hurts even until now when i twist it at a certain angle... doubt that it will ever really recover...

But im still looking forward to more park conquering with my blade mates: Janson(my shifu), Jerry & Shander (the three of us forms the "di yi dai" disciples), Jasmine, Neyton, Carol, Brianca... Oh yeah... Neyton is now my "shi shu", cos he's teaching me those "pang men zuo dao" thingies... namely stunts and all... trying to pick up a new trick from him... gotta work on it more... Latest park conquered was punggol park... and we actually got to see a girl giving a guy a blowjob... kinda disgusting considering that they looked pretty old(in their thirties)... and the best part was they were right out in the open, not like they were in some dark spot or something... get a room man... eeck!]

Have been playing the online game Priston Tale with my mates, Janson, Jerry, Shander... waiting for Jasmine to join us after her exams end... which is tomorrow... It's just a passing by thing i guess, cos' Jerry's goin' in army soon, and me & my niece(shander) will both be busy from 7th nov onwards, me with my new job, and her with her year 2 studies... anyway, i got about 10 days left to enjoy... gonna max it out and enjoy myself as much as possible!!! You guys are so gonna accompany me... lol...

Met up with janet on tuesday for some initial D... omg... i seem to have lost touch with it... in the past, it used to be like me winning 9 out of 10 races... Now... it's more of like 50-50... her fd is now fully tuned, and she has improved as she still plays the game now and then with her boyfriend... as for me, i will be practising on the full tuned evo-4 to try and match her FD... cos now i feel that i can no longer control my FC... Alltezza is fine, but it is still quite far from being fully tuned, and extremely slippery... Evo-3 is still a growing baby...

My best friend Alice is giving birth soon... anytime from now till one month later... been spending time now and then at her house, washing dishes for her... and occasionally we would have mahjong sessions (about once/twice) a week... i'm looking forward to carrying my god dotter in my arms... oh yeah Alice blades too... so maybe i can get her to join in our blading sessions... but must wait after she gives birth la... lol...

I guess i updated enought to keep you guys busy reading it for awhile... Gonna go finish up the "my date with a vampire 3"... kinda hooked on it for the moment...

Mahjong Weekend...

2005-10-10T02:51:00.000+08:00

Just finished editing the previous post: Web of illusions...

Anyway, the reason for the title is because i literally played mahjong for the whole of the weekend...

Abit of updates for my week before the weekend... on thursday, we organised a surprise birthday party for Janson at deck 3... Many pics taken... he was very touched and happy... so we met our objective... I even perfected my own power slide for blading that night, and carol took a nice video of it... *smiles*

Friday went by pretty fast... i met up with Mei & Jasper at Marina Square to play initial D... and after that i met up with Jerry, Shander, Jasmine and Neyton... the five of us went to watch the movie "into the blue"... Mei couldn't join because she had work tomorrow... although they all thought that the show was draggy, i thought that it was pretty alright... besides, there was a bonus of jessica alba... her body absolutely rocks! *grin*

Saturday was my cousin's birthday, and i went to the chalet at arianda country club around evening time... shortly after the buffet dinner, we started to play mahjong and played till Sunday morning 7am ... And after that went to Alice's place for mahjong again together with Simon and Justin... Initially there was a kite flying session in the afternoon, but it was postponed to next week...

Overall i won $100 from Alice's place, and $20 from my cousins. I should be happy, right? But no... i am not... even now at this point of time... Before you guys start thinking wrongly... this has nothing to do with the web of illusions post, or the person associated with it...

Halfway through the mahjong session with my cousins... i received some smses, which literally spoilt my entire night... and till now, the smses and its contents still affects me... why does that fragment from my past still continue to haunt me??? I have tried everything... channeling all my time and energy to do everything else...

i am tired... i just want to stop walking now and just sit right here...

Web of illusions...

2005-10-04T23:47:00.000+08:00

The email that i have recieved earlier has inspired me to pen down some smses... which has been in my phone for months... here it goes...

Message 1
Lunch time le.. Feeling better today ma? Tonight got time?
12.00pm 23/6/05

Message 2
Ok lah he is waiting for my call ma.. Next time after he sleep den can go out later..
10.50pm 27/6/05

Message 3
Lao gong thinking of you now.. Got think of me ma? Keke.. work hard wor3.16pm 28/6/05

Message 4
I hope you understand how i feel always it is unfair to you as you said you are always hidden.. I dun wan you to feel that..
5.15pm 30/6/05

Message 5
Is it good enough? I hope there is more.. You are tired and i dun wish to tire you anymore.. better go rest when you reach home.. i miss you really..
3.07am 1/7/05

Message 6
I miss every moment with you.. was still thinking of you and the light stick.. hmmm something to return you ba.. eventually the light stick will lose its light and brightness but no matter what the light in our life will always be lit and full of love and laughter.. do you think it will be true dear?
3.18am 1/7/05

Message 7
Lao gong i forgot to say i miss you.. muacks
12.07pm 1/7/05

Message 8
Aiya it is a forward sms ma.. you dunno meh?? of cos i miss you.. You got miss me mah? Tonight what planning?
12.26pm 3/7/05

Message 9
ok ok i am trying.. You too la.. headache le better quick quick go sleep or i will beat your pipi when i get to see you again.. night dear..
3.29am 4/7/05

Message 10
No worries.. no matter your hair is in what condition i will still like you.. hmmm well other than ur hug still got something else i miss.. keke
12.01pm 5/7/05

will stop here for now... will update bit by bit...

Message 11
Dear very late le dun update blog le go sleep k.. I miss you.. Although cannot bear to let you go too.. But i have to.. You still have to work
3.40am 6/7/05

Message 12
Dear very late le dun update blog le go sleep k.. I miss you.. Although cannot bear to let you go too.. But i have to.. You still have to work
3.40am 6/7/05

Message 13
Ok night.. See you in dream land.. I have already start to miss you.. Hope to hug hug you again
3.46am 6/7/05

Message 14
Lao gong.. Guess you have slept le ba.. Dunno why from just now my mind keep flashing your smile and those things we talked about.. Well just wan to tell you all this.. night my dear
4.04am 6/7/05

Message 15
Lao gong.. although i did not want to hear your question.. but i keep thinking what was it.. Sorry if just now i have made you angry.. Dear.. I miss you
1.10pm 6/7/05

Message 16
Lao gong you busy ah.. Hmm.. i miss you so much.. keke must miss me ah
4.35pm 6/7/05

Message 17
Night dear.. Dun wish to go off de.. but have work.. Hai.. Miss you
10.54pm 6/7/05

Message 18
Lao gong.. thinking of you 90 percent now.. hai.. Hao xiang ni wor.. My boss still not here yet.. But no worries.. You must work too.. Miss ya
11.09am 8/7/05

Message 19
Lao gong waiting for my sms ma? Ok here i am.. Miss you badly.. Take care k..
5.17pm 9/7/05

Message 20
Lao gong hao xiang ni wor
9.38pm 10/7/05

Message 21
Ok ok later will buy something to eat.. You busy now ah? thought you will call me.. Miss your voice
9.19am 12/7/05

Message 22
Lao gong.. My mum using the phone.. So sad.. Wanted to talk to you one.. I am already missing you.. How i wish we can be together longer
12.00am 15/7/05

Message 23
Zao an lao gong.. On your way to work ba.. Missing you every moment wor.. Miss hug and kiss.. Hee.. but i got something to remind me of you
8.26am 15/7/05

Message 24
Lao gong dun be unhappy.. Lao po here to cheer you up.. Smile.. missya
4.09pm 15/7/05

Message 25
Lao gong.. You back home le ma? Me too tired.. Fall asleep at nine plus.. Hmmm.. A few hours time i will be able to see you.. Miss you..
12.57am 16/7/05

Message 26
Dear.. Happy chocolates to make you happy.. I miss you
3.12am 17/7/05

Message 27
Miss ya.. Dear..
8.26pm 17/7/05

Message 28
Lao gong.. You wake up le ma? Why no sms from you? Are you not feeling well?
9.04am 18/7/05

Message 29
Miss you lao gong.. thinking of you now.. Later meet you around ten hao ma? Any place to go? if not shall be somewhere near.. Hope you are not tired
5.01pm 19/7/05

Message 30
Hee.. That is good.. Morning wake up can hear your voice.. Hmm.. so sweet
9.04am 20/7/05

To be continued...

Message 31
I have eaten le.. Ok i ask my boss to drive me to your car park
9.04am 20/7/05

Message 32
Sorry lao gong.. There are people sitting beside me so i wasn't able to say much.. I miss you.. I was really thinking of the feeling of hugging you.. That makes me want to cry.. Dear.. Really don't wish to lose you.. You can say that i am selfish ba.. but i really dunno who to choose
2.32pm 21/7/05

Message 33
No dear.. I dun want that.. Please
2.57pm 21/7/05

Message 34
Ok.. Well my boss is in today.. Not sure till what time.. Anyway when you are able to talk den call me.. Miss you dear
10.35am 22/7/05

Message 35
Dear i am on my way now.. No hurry k..
7.49pm 22/7/05

Message 36
Dear not meeting you tonight.. he is here... night
9.34pm 24/7/05

Message 37
Well, maybe i should let you know.. Yesterday i told him alot of things.. even let him go.. and he did.. Taking off the ring that belongs to the relationship.. I dunno le as i say i will lose the both of you in the end.. Guess i am going to be.. He cannot accept work and you cannot accept him
9.16am 25/7/05

Message 38
Dear you ok ma? Still meeting me?
11.51am 25/7/05

Message 39
Dear reach home and sleeping le hor.. Just want to sms you i miss you.. Thinking of you now
4.33pm 25/7/05

Message 40
Me cannot talk tonight dear..
7.48pm 25/7/05

Message 41
Dear.. Sorry about last night.. guess you are unhappy.. Later you free then call me k..
6.50am 26/7/05

Message 42
Dear me now eating le.. So hungry
1.56pm 26/7/05

Message 43
Sorry dear.. Me not feeling well and i dozed off just now.. Sorry..
12.46am 27/7/05

Message 44
I call you hao ma? Wish to hear your voice..
12.51am 27/7/05

Message 45
I know who le.. is agent.. Too miss you le.. thought it was you..
12.29pm 28/7/05

Message 46
Really sorry that i cannot meet you..
12.41pm 28/7/05

Message 47
Yes.. cos all my time is with him.. I dunno dear.. Really in a mess.. I dunno who to choose.. I know you are in a difficult position too.. See me with him.. Dear i dun want to hurt you anymore.. Letting you go might be a good choice since now we are so miserable.. I love you..
3.19pm 28/7/05

Message 48
After the decision is made my heart hurts.. I dunno did i do it right..
5.44pm 28/7/05

Message 49
Dear what are you unhappy with?
3.56pm 29/7/05

Message 50
Meet you tomorrow at 9.. Night
10.27pm 29/7/05

Message 51
I am coming down now
9.12am 30/7/05

Message 52
Dear wake up le.. Ke ke dun forget to eat something.. Miss ya
11.50am 31/7/05

Message 53
Hmmm.. Miss doggie too.. Ha ha but miss you more la.. muacks
1.19pm 1/8/05

Message 54
Sorry.. Just finished viewing.. Miss you dear..
12.08pm 3/8/05

Message 55
Well.. i guess you must be very tired cos you keep running into my mind.. I miss you
10.08pm 8/8/05

Message 56
Sure lao gong.. Miss you..
7.37pm 12/8/05

Message 57
I reach workplace and start work le.. Sorry for my late reply.. Dear.. Last night i chose you.. I know you will give me all your love.. We will be happy.. There is no way me and him can be together.. I dun wanna give you empty promises again.. (in the end, this was still an empty promise, just like the rest of her promises that she gave me the previous few times)
9.52am 15/8/05

Message 58
Read from nerd blog you sprain your leg.. Not sure is when.. But do take care le.. Dun get hurt le
11.26am 22/8/05

Message 59
Then i can tell you something.. Even though i know you and janet there is nothing going on.. but from reading her blog i cannot help but to feel jealous of how you treat her.. My day today has been flashing the blog sentence.. It hurt.. And yet i cannot stop the pain.. I dunno what else to do.. just keep working and try not to recall
3.05pm 25/8/05

That's about all there is to it... an incident which started at june... and ended by september... web of illusions... faded memories...

-end-

Mixed Feelings...

2005-10-04T22:59:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating... have been very very busy for the past two weeks, and alot of things happened... i will leave the updating of that to the next post...

Just read an email... made me think about alot of things and ponder if i'm the one that's always causing unhappiness to the people around me...

I try my best to satisfy everyone... but sadly, there is only one wayne... i can't split myself to accompany everyone around me...

Here, i will just take some time to say a few words... to all those that truly care for me and love me alot (you know who you peepz are)... even though i might not be spending as much time with you as before... know that i will always be there no matter what happens... if you're having any problems or whatsoever, just buzz me and i'd be there as soon as i can...

Having mixed feelings now... will stop here...

Blading craze...

2005-09-15T21:08:00.000+08:00

Time for me to pen something down... it's been slightly more than a week since i've written anything... Not that i lazy... but i guess my life has been pretty filled up...

Have been really busy with my work... boss thinks im superman... piles me with neverending work, which exceeds human comprehension... but i shall not bitch about my work here today... not really in the mood too...

Started off work in the morning... quite busy for the earlier part of the morning... then in the afternoon i had to meet a client at suntec, so i popped by jerry's workplace and spent some time chatting with him there before meeting up with my client... after that when i reached back my office, it was hell... had so many last minute things "arrowed" to me to settle... In the end i OT till 7 plus then left the office... quite sad actually... cos' today my mum's flying off to New Zealand for 2 weeks... wanted to rush to the airport straight after work to send her off... but in the end i couldn't cos of work... haiz...

Anyway, the weekend was pretty cool... spent saturday night over at Neyton's house playing mahjong and chilling out with the WLNY gang... Sunday i slept most of the afternoon away, and had dinner with my family... after that i brought my mei and her sis ginny down to Marina South to play I.D. ... something bad happened, as my mei's I.D. card got stolen... but i guess it must be god's way of telling her to focus more on her FD, which is a very powerful car...

The rest of the weekday nights was crazy... for 2 consecutive days i joined the gang for blading sessions at the multi storey carpark... some of them had even bladed for 4 consecutive days... think they abit "siao"... but it was cool, cos i still could blade like i used to... and even learned a trick or two from janson... and my blading improved... Jerry just started learning but he's really good at it now... Neyton is also another pro... Gonna go down again soon... bringing mei and ginny to join all of them again... so i shall stop here for now...

My Virgin Post

2005-09-07T01:30:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! I absolutely love this blog... Since it's my first post for this blog, i would like to say a few things...

First of all, i would like to thank my godsis, Janet, for making this blog specially for me... she has fully customised it to my interests... Boa, the girl of my dreams, whose pics are constantly flashing at the bottom right corner... The blog theme is based on my favourite anime Initial D, and the character which i like the most, Takahashi Ryousuke, played by Edison Chen in the recent Initial D movie... I know she went to learn some html and stuff just to do this for me... must give her due credit for it... *hugs*... i will make an effort to maintain this blog... i promise...

Secondly, i also want to apologise to her for not blogging in here, even though i already know of this blog few days back... i have really been very busy, and i guess that's the reason why... it's not like i don't like this blog or anything... i really appreciate it...

Thirdly, i was thinking of changing the blog address, but i think i will leave it as it is for now...

That's it for now... will be updating this blog as much as i can... so peepz, if u wanna know more about my current life... *looks at all the kaypohs*... just continue to monitor this blog...

Cheers~!

Hahaha~ FINALLY!!!

2005-09-02T10:21:00.000+08:00

Yes yes yes!!! I finally finish this blogskin~ Hehehe~ This few day didnt get to do much so delay abit~ But lucky can finish it before this weekend~ Cos i got tell ah kor say i will give it to him this sat~ haha~ Hope ah kor will like it~ The boa thing i do very long at last get the idea of how to resize it le~ Althought quite troublesom but hehe~ Nvm~ I wonder how my Kor face will look like when he see this~ hehehe~ Cant wait till Sat~ N this blog will be shown to the world!!! Yippy!!!

First blog~

2005-08-25T16:44:00.000+08:00

Haha~ This is my ah kor's blog~ But due to he have to go back army to reservist~ he got no time to set a new blog~ So i helped him to find blogskin n song n do the set up n all~ haha~ He sure will be damn surprise when he saw this blogskin one~ Cos at first he tell me he likes boa so I keep on looking for boa's blogskin but then later on I thought of Edison aka Takahashi Ryousuke~ He likes Initial D anime~ N he like this character~ I tried to find the anime one but I cant get it~ So i saw Edison one~ he is handsome man~ haha~ N I think my kor will like it too~ So I decided to use this skin~ But if later on he don’t like it... = ( i still got a few more for him to choose~ haha~ Lobang i a lot ah~ haha~

Msg to kor:

Hehe~ Ah kor hope u don’t mind I post in ur blog as I need some post to make sure my skin works~ haha~ I hope u will like this skin~ but if u don’t like can tell me don’t scare will hurt me or wat~ Then I can give u other skin to choose~ Ok? haha~ this is to repay u for giving me Qiuqiu~ haha~ Hope this blog got the same value as that~ haha~ My ah kor is the BEST of all de le~ haha~